December 21, 2010

Trust

                   I got out of bed                                                At noon I lay down
                   on two strong legs.                                            with my mate.  It might
                   It might have been                                            have been otherwise.
                   otherwise.  I ate                                               We ate dinner together
                   cereal, sweet                                                    at a table with silver
                   milk,ripe, flawless                                             candlesticks.  It might
                   peach.  It might                                                 have been otherwise.
                   have been otherwise                                         I slept in a bed.
                   I took the dog uphill                                         in a room with paintings
                   to the birch wood.                                           on the walls, and
                   All morning I did                                              planned another day.
                   the work I love.                                               But one day, I know,
                                                                                          It will be otherwise.
                                                                                                               Jane Kenyon, Otherwise

 We are told to trust at every juncture of life, yet what does that mean?  We try to trust ourselves and each other and our God. Sometimes we can, often we cannot. It's not too hard to do when our lives are placid, but there is a place in us that knows another, tougher form of it will be necessary when our lives are not going well.  Perhaps that is the forgotten character of trust--we build upon it all the time. We strengthen it with  delight, beauty and ease.We fortify it with our love of self, each other and God every day, every bit of which builds a net that will hold us on the day our lives are otherwise.